"i know that i dont have to trouble myself with all this phantasmal multiplicity---but i do for the hell of it." Kerouac in 'Some of the Dharma' My worst fear at the moment is always being just a little bit bad while trying to be all good, because being bad is entertaining to the senses in precisely a 'just for the hell of it' way. Temptation of the senses gushing phantasmal multiplicty. All I really know is that I dont't KNOW, but just for the hell of it I will tell you what I THINK I know